Alhamdulillah. I graduated for my Master degree this year. It was not an easy journey.
Though it had been more than 6 months since my G-day, i still had this fear upon continuing my studies. Often get those questions on when will be the next step. If stepping into PhD is easy like trodding on the pavement, i would be doing that 3-4 months ago.
I believe we all have face moments that we feel like giving up. However, when you look around you, there are those who are going a lot more of hardships yet remain strong. Thus, ask to ureself, do i deserve to give up.
There were moments in my final year where i felt like, i would just be ready to die today, i hope i die cause tomorrow is too hard for me. The moment ure dribing and feel like putting ure hands off from the stering and just die. Like dying is the end of life? We have alam barzakh to go through if we die.. Problems is nit over yet till u end up in heaven, actually.
Then last week I attended AVAIL convention in Nusa Dua Bali. A leader (SCM Ir Eko Teguh) inspired me by saying, there is no losing in doing this business. There is only quitting. Those who quit and give up, are the ones that loss. We just have to believe in what we are doing, and the most important thing is to BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN DO IT AND GO THROUGH IT.
And yes, i did managed to graduate on time. Alhamdulillah. Dont stop believe in ureself. If you want to do something, JUST DO IT. My master is not just about class lesson. It is a life lesson!